To feel a blanket fresh out the dryer against your skin.

That first fall breeze and seeing the leaves color begin to change.

The feeling of a tight hug after a long week.

When you visualize what could be.

The smell of cinnamon & the taste of apple cider or sometimes licorice.

To love shall be sweet and sour.

Exhaling to inhale…


Note to myself 

Oh the day when you stopped guessing and started doing. Oh the time you wasted seeking instead of being. What peace you gained by speaking, you finally listened. That grace that came from above ,love from those who truly care helped carry you. But it was you who connected the dots, breathing & feeling freely , trusting wholeheartedly in him. Thank you , from you! 

Don’t lead her to…. nowhere 

 Her hand, her soul, her mind.She’ll be guided for self but where are you taking her? Do you know?  She was once intrigued by a personality that showed character. Indeed but consistency in the being that was, faded. See, she wasn’t expecting perfection because no one is or ever will be but yet evolution. Do you know where your words are taking her? Is the atmosphere  you bring your woman to something she’ll remember? Or something that will began to make her see patterns. Progress, deep breaths and new beginnings. Don’t date her and let someone ask where is he leading you and her answer not be focused & closer to God or whomever she worships. Don’t lead her to nowhere. 

The Joker…no Batman

Never the same, never the same. 1.21 I began to notice… Who are you, who you were, when you’re around, when you’re away. Two faced, never the same, never the same. Your principles are there  but the ego won’t let you breath. It won’t let you be, it won’t let you see. Not just me but we. Never the same, never the same… Consistently I watched , sat back and observed the good the bad. Never the same, never the same so what grounds would I have to base anything off of… None!  Never the same, never the same, a tactic, a mind game, a sign a narcissism. Selfishness, never the same, never the same. I prayed.